
I'm sorry you feel you haven't had the best welcome Shell, and unfortunately you're right, but it's only because the people on here care deeply about dogs.
You can pick up one of these shihtzu/poodle cross breeds in the free papers, or on internet puppy sites to answer your question.
Please be very careful though, not only are you likely to pay more for something that isn't KC registered it's also possible it will have been bred by a puppy farmer with no regard for health testing. Puppies like this often cost a fortune in vet bills for the new owner.
If you really want one of these crosses rather than an actual breed then I would advise (as with any pup) that you visit the litter, don't under any circumstances have one delivered, don't let the seller meet you somewhere. Make sure you see them in the home with the mother, ask about health testing and see for yourself the mothers temperament.