I just have to say it out loud, to put it somewhere, that I am really missing you today my beautiful girl.  I scanned your puppy photos into the computer and made a photo album from the time I got you to the time I lost you and it hurts so much to know that you are not asleep on your bed by the warm radiator.  I know you are so much happier now the pain has gone and that you look so beautiful and youthful where you are.  I know you are looking down at me and wondering with those questioning eyes why I am so upset because you are free and can run around like the mental looney you sometimes were.  I know you are with me but it still hurts like hell that I can't touch you or scrunch your beautiful face in the palms of my hands. 

I miss you so so much my beautiful girl and today when I came home and through the front door, it hit me all over again that you are gone from me. I love you more than I know how to say and hurt more than I knew I could.

I miss you.....

(((((((((((((((((((((big hugs to you)))))))))))))))))))))
Thinking of you So Sad.

Oh I know just how you feel. Does this get easier?  I lost one of my girls on 10th July, this Christmas has been so so hard without her, well actually the whole of this last six months has been. I really feel that maybe this is the one that I will never get over. I have another 5 sitting here and still I miss her so so much. Hard isn't it!

I am in tears, that was so emotional. 

The longing, the missing, the pain, etc, never really goes away.  It just gets easier to deal with,  but it takes time. 

(((((hugs))))))

Warm Hugs sent your way.
I lost my old girl at the beginning of november so know how you are feeling.
Keep your chin up and remember the good times.
Regards   Jonelle

Thank you to everyone, it was such a bad day yesterday.  I am normally very good at keeping it together but I really felt it so much yesterday. It's the disbelief of it really.  Only 5 weeks have gone by since Madi was PTS and I just can't get my head round the fact that she is gone. She was such a special girl with such a beautiful personality.  Words are useless for what we feel in these situations and some days my heart just breaks from the loss.

I'll set myself off again in a minute!

Thank you again and I wish you all a very happy new year.

Julie xx

You describe perfectly how I feel about my Shadow I lost not long ago....
You wonder when you will ever stop hurting and the answer  for me is I dont think I ever will,it will just get easier to cope with.
I send you a big ((((HUG))) and want you to know im thinking of you
Take Care
Philly xx

I woke today feeling your loss so much again.  I want you to know I am still missing you so so much.  I keep looking at Akita puppies and wondering if there will ever be a time I can look at them and not see you, my beautiful soft girl.

I hope you are running free Madi and no longer in pain.  You will always stay with me.

Always....