So sorry to hear this. It's so hard to lose a young dog, my thoughts are with you and your family. You did your very best for your special girl and I am sure she knew just how much you loved her.

Goldie, I've only just seen your thread and my heart is breaking for you.  Having lost my 15mth Leo at Xmas I know what you're going through.  Thinking of you at this sad time.  Run free beautiful girl x

So sorry i lost my three year old lab to leukaemia, its so hard but take comfort in the fact that though their lives were far too short, the life they had was wonderful, in a family that loved and cared for them, no one can ask for more, run free sweet molly with my Elly in pain no more

Thankyou all so much for your kind words.
Well its a week tomorrow that we lost molly...im feeling a little better but keep approching  myself with guity feelings.
Maybe they could have done something if we had found it earlier. The guilt just wizzes around in your head....what if i done this or what if i done that.
My hubby says i keep blaming myself for something i could not prevent.
I suppose each day will get better in time....i didnt feel like this with my other old goldies i have lost in the past....i think i felt they had their full time in life.
My other GR emma does not seem to have missed her at all,but how do we know how they feel.
Many thanks again for all your support over the last couple of weeks.
Regards Goldie x