Hi everyone,
I've been devastated by the very sudden loss of my irish setter puppy, Eva.  She was only 11 months old.  She collapsed yesterday after having seemed unwell in the morning.  Sunday she was fine and no sign of illness at all.  They diagnosed severe anemia and gave her some cortosteroids to see if it was her immune system causing it.  This was not the case and after returning home with her for two hours and having her lay in my arms she became peaceful.  She stood up to see my other half go up the stairs unaided then collapsed and started to shake.  I rushed her back to the vets and held her in my arms stroking my little girl as they put her to sleep.
I am so so sad as she was only 11 months old and I feel so cheated by this loss, she and I had been through so much together already and she was my best friend.  I feel so so painfully sad and I've never lost a dog before.  Now I understand why people say it's like losing a child. 
Please if anyone has any kind words because it's nearly 4am and I've found myself here because I am just beside myself with sadness.  I can see her everywhere in the house and it's doing my head in.
Nicky x

Oh Nicky - I am so sorry to read this!

It's bad enough when we lose our beloved oldies even though we are preparing ourselves for it - but to lose such a little one as this - with no warning - its heartbreaking!

I can't say anything to make it feel any better - but rest assured, we are all thinking of you, your OH and Eva this morning.  {{{hugs}}}

Love
Margot x

A letter from your pet in heaven
Author Unknown

To my dearest family,
some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know,
that I arrived okay.

I'm writing this from the Bridge.
Here I dwell with God above.
Here there's no more tears of sadness.
Here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy
just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you
every morning, noon and night.

That day I had to leave you
when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me
and He said, "I welcome you.

It's good to have you back again,
you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family,
They'll be here later on."

God gave me a list of things,
that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list,
was to watch and care for you.

And when you lie in bed at night
the day's chores put to flight,
God and I are closest to you...
in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on earth,
and all those loving years,
because you are only human,
they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry:
it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers,
unless there were some rain.

I wish that I could tell you
all that God has planned.
If I were to tell you,
you wouldn't understand.

But one thing is for certain,
though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now,
than I ever was before.

There are rocky roads ahead of you
and many hills to climb;
But together we can do it
by taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy
and I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world,
the world will give to you.

If you can help somebody
who's in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night...
"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented...
that my life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along
I made somebody smile.

God says: "If you meet somebody
who is sad and feeling low;
Just lend a hand to pick him up,
as on your way you go.

When you're walking down the street
with me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps
only half a step behind."

"And when it's time for you to go...
from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going...
you're coming here to me."

I am so sorry, that is beyond heartbreaking. Many hugs to you.

I am so sorry, it is so hard i know A dog fills a big space in your life and when they are gone it all seems so empty around you. My dog died 2 weeks ago and i still find myself doing things as if he were there, its awful but time is a great healer i know that from past experiences. It helps to think of the good times that you had with your puppy xxxx

Nicky, I am so sad to hear your news.  I lost my 15 month old last Chrismas so I know what you're going through.  Losing a young dog is just so difficult to come to terms with and my heart goes out to you.  I had lots of support through this site and I'm sure you will find some comfort here too.  PM me if you need to chat x

I am so sorry to hear of your loss.  My thoughts, and prayers are with you and your OH.  May little Eva make it safe to the Bridge, always waiting for the day you can be reunited.  ((((((hugs)))))

So very sorry,run free little one.

Sheila xx

So very sorry to hear about Eva, you must be devastated,
run free at the bridge Eva xxx

Hi Nicky,

I'm so so sorry to hear of your loss, how traumatic for you all.

Poor poor girl.

Nicki xxx

How sad, my heart goes out to you. Run free little Eva.

So sorry to read of your sad loss.
Thinking of you at this sad  time.
RIP Eva. x

> Now I understand why people say it's like losing a child.

Oh i am so sorry, i lost my beautiful girl at 13 months and it literally was like losing a child (i dont have children, she was my baby), there really is nothing like losing a youngster, and so quickly too, you must still be in shock from it all and i imagine you cant get your head around it all, it has been 10 months for me and it is still very painful indeed...you must be devastated

I hope you and your family are helping each other through this very sad time and i am more than happy to listen if you just need to talk

You didnt let your girl suffer and did the best you could for her and she will thank you for that

God bless little Eva...run and play little puppy X

Oh how terrible!
My Heart goes out to you and the family.
Im so sorry.  Run Free Eva.and Hugssssssss to all.

Jonelle

I'm so very sorry for your loss.
Run free at the Rainbow Bridge Eva.
Karen

im so sorry to hear this, i cant imagine what you're going though, my thoughts are with you     

So very very sorry for your loss .

Roni~

run free eva,
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx