Cant really write much as i am completely numb, my beautiful girl has been through so much, after losing her leg in nov, we got just short of 3 months with her, her heart was failing and dispite meds, rest and endless love and 24hr care her body was breaking down. Last night she was unable to stand or manage a wee, her abdomen was getting bigger with the fluid and she had no energy, her breathing was heavy due to fluid. After her favourite treat of cat food this morning i decided if i waited any longer she would begin to suffer so made the choice to let her go before that happened.

I held her tight and told her how she was my world and that i owe everything i have today to her........My baby girl is gone and i cant get my head around it, it doesnt feel real. As always now its over i feel i may have let her go too soon and maybe should have given her more time.

I am so sorry for everything you went through and sorry i couldnt help you, i would have done anything to make you better. Thank you for that big kiss this morning.......i will treasure every memory of you for the rest of my life my beautiful girl.
1/6/2002 - 21/2/2010 ..... just 7.5 years old and far too young

I love you so much my Bella Boo you were the best, go any play with Abbey and please god we will all cuddle again one day xxx

I'm so sorry.

What a beautiful girl, Bella.

Having read what you have gone through it certainly sounds like you gave her every chance you possibly could.
Please don't feel guilty I'm sure in your position I'd have made exactly the same choices and tried the same.
You did what was fair for Bella after you'd weighed up all the pros and cons.

Treasure the memories for they can never be stolen away.
However long we share our lives and hearts with our beloved companions it's never long enough.

Another star shining brightly tonight in the sky.

You are in my thoughts - Massive hugs
Kirstine

I am so very sorry Mandy

Sweet dreams Bella
xx

Mandy, don't ever think that you decided too soon.  Remember, it is only you feeling pain.  Your beloved girl is no longer suffering, and you loved her enough to do the right thing.

I am sure that Bella will wait at the bridge with Abbey for you. 

My sincerest condolences.  {{{{  HUGS  }}}}
Jean

So very sorry for your loss.

Will be thinking of you today Mandy.  RIP Bella. x

I'm so sorry for your loss. x

So very sorry for your loss, its hard to loose a special friend, she is not suffering now.

Mandy I am SO sorry. You've had far, far too much bad luck. Bella was beautiful. I so hope things can start to look up for you now.

I'm so very sorry for your loss. You did everything you could to make her life as comfortable as possible - she was a lucky girl to have been loved so much.

Mandy I am so very sorry to read this news. RIP beautiful girl.

Very sorry

OMG, I am so sorry to read this.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mandy}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
You did all you could for Bella and made the right decision xxxxxxx
Stay strong sweet heart.
~Lea xxxx

so sorry,she was a gorgeous girl x

I'm so sorry to hear your sad news about Bella, she was a very beautiful and very brave girl,
run free at the bridge Bella xx

So very sorry, it's so hard when we lose our beloved companions, we miss them so much, they never leave our hearts and memories, so she will never really be gone.  No matter what life throws at our dogs health wise, for your Bella to know that she was loved so much is all she could ever ask for or want. She had that, so try to take some comfort from it and know that she is now at peace.

I'm so sorry Mandy

Run free Bella x

Oh Mandy, that was the post I was hoping wouldn't come.  You did everything you could for her and I'm sure you made the right decisions each and every time for her. ((((hugs)))) xxxx

So sorry for your loss of Bella. Just remember that she is now running around with Abbey on 4 good legs.
Sweet dreams little girl.

So very sorry!!!
R.I.P  Bella.

Mandy I am so sorry for your loss (((((((HUGS))))))))
She looks stunning, Run free at the bridge Bella xx

Mandy,
So very sorry to hear about Bella.
Diane xx

You tried so hard and have been a great Mum I hope you feel in time that you did all you could so sorry.

Run free your babies at Rianbow Bridge

I,m thinking of you Mandy and sending lots of loving thoughts, you know you did the very bset for your Bella.
Sharon

So sorry for you Mandy,  Hold your memories close to you, they will help in time with the healing process.  RIP Bella

So very sorry to hear of your loss.
Run free at the bridge Bella

    Looked at the photo of bella what a brave girl yes to young to leave for rainbow bridge, but those memories over the years will always be with you. 
                                                     Thinking of you Mica x

So sorry for this, her pictures show her to be a very beautiful girl...........

Mandy I am so very sorry.Thinking of you.
Rest in Peace beautiful Bella.

Sheila. xx

I'm so sorry you lost your beautiful girl. Your selfless act has set her free.

Thank you to everyone who has sent their kind wishes......it means alot.

I know from my loss 18 months ago that time is a great healer, but for now things are very painful, and the usual guilty feelings are at the forefront of my mind right now, all the what if's and should i have tried for longer, was her amputation too much, but the biggest feeling laying heavy on my heart is that last year she had a litter and i am sure that would of put her weak heart under strain.......i keep thinking if i knew about her heart then, i would never of had a litter and then maybe she would still be here with me now.

Mandy sweetheart, I am so sorry for your loss of such a beautiful girl. please do not torture yourself with ifs and buts, you did what was right for your girl and gave her every chance that you could. We all wish for hindsight but unfortunately we cannot go back and we have all done things that with hindsight may have taken a different course. You had a beautiful litter from your girl and her memories not only live in your heart they live on in her babies too. Take care of yourself, do not beat yourself up over this, you are an owner in a million and you must remember that everything you did for your girls you did because you loved them so and cared enough to give them every chance of a good life, it's just one of lives kicks that you have suffered but you will be stronger one day for it and you will remember with fondness and love not regret.
Rachael xx

I'm so sorry

She is gorgeous.

Run free Bella x x

So sorry about Bella, I can see from her picture that she was a beautiful girl. You did what was best for her.
Donna

Oh Mandy i'm sat here weeping as i read through these posts..
I'm sooo sorry that it came to this, you both fought through to the end and you did the best thing for her and that is to prevent her from suffering. She knows you loved her very much and she loved you with all her heart.

She was a beautiful girl and such a happy face on her..
You should be proud that you did what you could for her and nothing less than the best was done..

RIP Bella.. xxx

My thoughts are so very much with you Mandy at this time x(((hugs)))

so very sorry for your loss,
Run Free Bella,
xxxx

So sorry to hear this Mandy.

Jill
X

Just caught up and want to say that I am so very, very sorry. Run free sweet Bella xx

So very sorry to hear this

Run free Bella x