On Friday 16th March at 10:20 I had my little boy put to sleep due to kidney failure and finding it hard to cope with, life is so empty without him I miss him dreadfully and I dont know how long it will take to heal but I feel it will never. Having your pet put to sleep is the hardest thing to do and the pain we suffer.

It all started on the Monday 5th March Ito woke me up at 04:00 he wanted to go out for a wee but he wanted to stay outside but it was very cold as I brought him back in he was crying to go back out to lay on the cold floor Ito looked tired and stopped eating just picking at his food he was on a course of antibiotics he had an upper respiratory, nose & throat infection my vet said that is why Ito wasnt eating then he stopped drinking that was on the Saturday 10th Ito was admitted to have fluids on a drip over night I collected Ito the following day but he still looked tired we came home Ito still wouldnt eat or drink anything I was so worried I tried everything to get him to eat and drink I had to syringe him Hills AD & Water but Ito just looked lifeless just raising his head up and he always looked at me as he was my dog I kept taking Ito to the vet to ask is Ito in pain he said no which made me feel a little better but when Ito got up he looked weak he wasnt steady while he was standing or walking like losing his balance on the Friday 16th it was starting all over again at 04:20 Ito was crying to go out it was icy out and wanted to lay on the grass or on the concrete floor I picked Ito up and nursed him to keep his mind off going out I waited to my vet to open so I could phone I spoke to one of the veterinary nurses and told what was going on she told me there was nothing they could give to Ito but to make an appointment That time I knew he was going to be put to sleep I was so sick just before we was going out Ito looked up at me he had the energy to follow me it all seamed so weird as we got in the car Ito just looked lifeless in my arms got to the vet my heart was pounding I was holding my little boy talking to him then he past away.

Ito, I love you so much, you brought me so much happiness into my life and I want to thank you for that for being you. I miss you and I will always remain in my heart forever. My love Julie XxXxX.

Run free little fella, free from pain.
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I'm so sorry Julie    This is a time that we all dread and I feel your pain................Run free Ito and BIG (((((hugs))))) to you. Take care of yourself at this difficult time. xx

So very sorry, Julie.
xx

So sorry

run free at the bridge
xx

I'm so sorry to hear about Ito, it is so sad I'm in tears reading your post
Run free at the bridge Ito xx
Maria

I'm sorry for your loss. Run free little Ito.

So sorry to hear of your loss. They take a big piece of your heart with you when they go.

R.i.p little one

Run Free

Donna x
(and charliex)

So sorry.

Run free Ito. xxxx

I want to thank you all for your wonderful support

Julie xxxxxx

so sorry julie, i have been looking at your pics & was such a lovely boy so handsome.

im so sorry, you had a lovely life together, how lucky you are to have had such a wonderful dog. xx

So sorry for your loss.
Run fre little one.

Sheila.x x